Thirty years in the future, a sinister New York City exists in
permanent darkness.
A student at the secured NYU, nineteen-year-old Nadine has visions
of Victor Gianni, an imaginary guy she has real feelings for. Afraid of being
truly insane, she explains the visions away as simple daydreams, but she can no
longer deny them when she bumps into Victor in real life. But this Victor
doesn’t know her, and turns her away. After the encounter, Nadine’s visions
change to those of eerie fates, gods she’s never heard of, demons with sharp
claws they are not too timid to use … and instructions.
To discover if she’s losing her mind, Nadine follows the vague
directions—with the real, rude and reluctant Victor—leading to a man who knows
it all: Nadine can restore an ancient creed by unveiling the clues on her
visions, and bring sunlight and peace to the world again. But that’s only if
the demons and the other evil forces behind the darkness don’t stop her first.
About
the Author:
While Juliana Haygert dreams of being Wonder
Woman, Buffy, or a blood elf shadow priest, she settles for the less
exciting—but equally gratifying—life of a wife, mother, and author. Thousands
of miles away from her former home in Brazil, she now resides in Connecticut
and spends her days writing about kick-ass heroines and the heroes who drive
them crazy.
Excerpt:
I heard a heavy sigh and turned toward it. It was Victor. He
was leaving the elevator down the hall and coming toward his grandma’s room. He
had seen me and didn’t seem happy about it.
He wore faded jeans, a T-shirt, and a thin jacket. Too
casual. I shook my head. The fact that my dream Victor and this real Victor
were exactly the same physically, while their clothing styles and posture were
the opposite of each other still boggled my mind.
He came to a stop before me. “You again.” There was disdain
in his tone. I cringed.
“How are you?” I managed to ask and immediately felt silly.
I had planted myself here in this hallway for over an hour waiting for him, and
when he finally arrived, I didn’t know what to say. Though I really did want to
know how he was. The last time I had seen him in the flesh, he’d been jerking
on the floor of the hospital’s garage, in pain. “What was that … ah … before
…?”” I trailed off, hoping he would understand what I was referring to.
He shrugged, his sea-green eyes still staring at me with
suspicion. “I don’t know. By the way, how do you know my name?”
I twirled a lock of my hair around my index finger as I considered
my answer. I wanted to answer him. I wanted to be honest, but he would never
believe me.
As if my answer would pop out of the walls, I scanned the
hallway.
At the end of the corridor, a nurse left a room and entered
another.
“The nurse,” I almost shouted, hoping he wouldn’t notice my
sudden lie. I avoided his inquisitive eyes. “I heard a nurse calling you
earlier that day.”
His deadpan expression hid his thoughts and didn’t let me
know if he was buying it or not.
“What did you do to me last night?” he asked, crossing his
arms. God, I hated how his voice and his posture were so guarded and
mistrustful. I wasn’t used to it.
“What do you mean?”
“When you touched me, the shock and the pain went away. How
did you do that?”
“I don’t know.” This time I wasn’t lying. I really didn’t
know. He frowned, clearly still suspicious. “Seriously, I have no idea.”
His shoulders stiffened. “What are you doing here? What do
you want?”
My eyes widened as I retreated a few steps, trying to avoid
his toxic tone.
Yes, he looked like my Victor—the same voice, the same hair,
the same face, the same mouth that had offered me smiles that had rendered me
breathless many, many times. I wanted to touch him, to embrace him, to tell him
everything was going to be okay. Maybe if I touched him, he would remember me
and he would want to touch me too.
I came closer to him, looking deeply
into those wary green eyes, my fingers itching to stroke his skin, to feel it
smoldering under my caress. But I didn’t. He was like my Victor, but he wasn’t
my Victor. The Victor from my visions would never speak to me like this. He
would never snap at me. No, no. My Victor loved my company, loved to hear me
sing, loved to embrace me and inhale my scent.
“I’m sorry,” I whispered, my voice
croaking under the heavy pressure inside my chest.
Then, I walked away.
